Monday, October 19, 2009

halooo..
today bru dpt fikir skit2...im not doing this on purpose but its true..my mind is totally blocked.
others might be celebrating lights but me celebrating headache....hahhahaha
so many thing to do now.
Yesterday my mum called...she offer me to buy my ticket to sabah..that includes kb to kl and kl to kk..altogether 4ways which equal to $450. I'm not saying that I'm arrogant or something but i dont want her help, because i know that she needed the money more than i do.How can i make her understand?.My friends says i am a fool for not accepting it,whereas i can joly2 with my money if i accept it.Those airhead..sory 4 the language.does not know why I'm doing this,and if i were to explain, again because of their way of thinking is different than mine they will never understand.And it will be just a waste of time to tell them all this......argggghhhh..........

Friday, October 16, 2009

all that i am...

Nobody knows how weak i am,better than you...
Nobody sees all of my needs,better than you...
and, Nobody has the power to change me the way i am..
to what i was born..
Nobody's eyes see through my soul,better than your...
Nobody's love can make me whole,No love but your...
and, Nobody has the power to lift me to reach eternity....
EMPOWER ME.....
Hello.....bloggers..
sorry i didn't manage to update my blog that often, there are so many thing i wanted to share,
i really do,its been so long.....and i'm still in the process of getting my momentum back. Well today,
i want to share a song...EMPOWER ME..the first time i listened to this song...i was breaking
into millions of small tiny atoms that went you restructure it,the pain of getting a part was better than restructuring. In my life,there are so many ups and down...well most of it were down,but more or less,i am bored.There is so many thing that hurts me a lot but yet i cant get away from it.since i was born i was felling this large emptiness in my heart that since i was trying to figure it out,why?. You might thing that i am so "jiwangs" or what every but thats the truths and the truth often to be the ugliest every....right?.....................